Caroline Ciavaldini has repeated her husband's Le Voyage (8b+) trad in
Annot. Using the British grading system, James Pearson suggested also E10 7a doing the FA in 2017. In between 2002 and 2011, Caro did 66 Lead World Cups, out of which she placed Top-12 58 times. In 2006, she was #3 overall and in 2011, she won in Chamonix. She has redpointed several 8c's and also onsighted several 8a+' and 8b graded routes. ยฉRaphaรซl Fourau
โI am resting at the middle break, 2/3 up "Le Voyage". For the very first time, I have passed the second
crux, a very long and technical 7A+ boulder, quite a few meters above my last protection, a No. 6 RP. Just
before beginning the crux, I heard James, 4-year-old Arthur, and 2-year-old Zozo cheering me from below.
James and the kids were hiding before, maybe because James was hoping to give me more space to focus,
as Zozo constantly asks for me today. But right before the crux, I wanted them to be there. Being a mom is
disturbing for your climbing, but at the same time, they are my people. I also look straight up at Raph,
who is hanging on a staticโฆ He is here today as he was supposed to film James in "Bon Voyage," his latest
hard route, and has made the most of it to film my attempt. Carl and Antoine are here too, belaying and
taking more video from below. Carl made some light jokes as I was putting my climbing shoes on, and I
was super aware that he was trying, and succeeding, to create just the right mood for me. It does really
matter to me to have these people here today. I can feel them gently pushing me up.
I have done the hardest by far, and it has taken me 2 years to be where I am today. 2 years to get back
from baby number 2, with the constant help of Maddie Cope and Lattice. Getting pregnant, people say,
isnโt an injuryโฆ I would say itโs way worse for your climbing than any pulley (I had 2) or other climberโs
injury.
"Le Voyage" finishes with a last easy section on fairly bad rock and a final crack around 7b+, from which
you would hate yourself if you fellโฆ yet you could. I am resting and trying to channel my internal dialogue.
I have what it takes, but I need to climb well. Emotions are always thereโฆ fear of failing, fear of breaking
a hold and failing, fear of over-gripping, of slippingโฆ My brain wonโt stop, just like it did at the rest before
the crux. Itโs been so long since I was last trying so hard that I donโt know what I was doing to sort that
before being a mom. Did I always have all this internal dialogue?
"Le Voyage" is my longest project ever. 2 years. But at the same time, as a climbing parent, you have to
take things differently. You donโt get many attempts on a climbing dayโฆ technically, I only get one at the
minute when Zoellie snoozes. We have belayed on lead with her in the back in a baby carrier when she
was smaller, but that wouldnโt work now. You check the weather forecast all the time, but you still have
to balance your goals with the familyโs life. You need so much more patience, but you are also so much
more patient because thatโs what babies teach you. Family life gives you more rhythm, and that has been
good for training. I have had to train so much just to get back to my former levelโฆ then reinforce my
shoulders because "Le Voyage" is so demanding. I have even done some specific leg training. I have never
been as specific. But I donโt think I have been obsessive. I canโt. Because I am still a mom. First? I donโt
knowโฆ for sure maybe sometimes I have been stealing some time from my children for my training. I am
somewhat selfish. But itโs made me very happy to create that space for my climbing. It has made me be
Caroline again."